- 九、 但殺人的願望，沒有如願，自己所希望的生活，也沒有實現。他深恨自己的“生不逢時”，他仇恨新社會，仇恨共產黨不讓他隨心所欲，但就在這時，他發覺了一隻要開往重慶去的輪船，心裏一亮，像得了寶貝似的，混進了輪船的貨倉。
- 9. But his aspiration to kill did not come true, neither could he realize the life he wished for. He detested his “being born at the wrong time”, he hated New Society, he hated how the CCP would not have him do things his own way. But right at this moment, he saw a ship set for Chongqing. His heart brightened. As though he received a treasure, he sneaked into the cargo hold of the ship.