（52）白求恩心情沉重地走到河心一块大石上坐下，沉痛地说：“对于我自己身上的敌人，妥协得太久了，帮助我吧！……” 他眼睛里噙着泪水。

(52) With a heavy heart, Bethune walked to a large rock in the middle of the river and sat down. He said sorrowfully: “I’ve compromised with the enemy within myself for too long. Help me...” Tears welled up in his eyes.